眼泪还是为你而流~~

还是忍不住想起你，
还是一样，
每次开fb,
首先点击你的首页看看是否有任何的更新。。


等了好几天，
终于看到你上线，
压抑不住自己，
和你聊了几句，
要不是明天要考试，
我一定聊很久，
但是我知道我们的话题已经到了尽头，
有时连简单的“嗯”， “哦” 我回不了你，
而是我不知道该会你什么，
只能“。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。”，
好不久“== ”，
除了这些我真的不是会你什么，
因为你的冷淡~~


一个人傻傻忘不掉过去，
一个人傻傻的等待，
还以为有一丝丝的希望，
但每次我都是被伤害的那个~~


我们的过去和回忆还算什么？
永远只是我一个人以为一切很重要，
你会吗？
我猜你不会，
从你让我心碎那一刻起~~

梁靜茹-可惜不是你

可惜不是你，陪我到最后～～

这句熟悉的歌词不断浮现在我脑海里。。

深夜里，

无法入睡，

聆听着你最喜爱的歌手的歌，

我还是控制不了自己去想你。。

还没开始的爱情，

就这样悄悄地离开了我，

断了线的风筝，

就算我再怎么努力追，

我依然抓不住，

因为我已经看不见那个我一直得等待的风筝～～

三更半夜不睡觉，

真的很容易让人ｅｍｏ．．．

要不时为了７个小时后的ｐｈｙ　考试，

我现在不会这么勤力温习，

我应该很舒服躺在我的床上睡觉咯，

不用像现在这么辛苦～～

ｓｕｃｈ　ａ　ｌｏｎｇ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｉ　ｄｉｄｎ＇ｔ　ｕｓｅ　ｃｈｉｎｅｓｅ　ｔｏ　ｔｙｐｅ　ｍｙ　ｂｌｏｇ，

ｗｈｙ？

ｇｕｅｓｓ　ｏｓｏ　ｋｎｏｗ．．．

ａｆｔｅｒ　ｔｈａｔ　ｐａｓｓａｇｅ　ｉｎ　ｍｙ　ｂｌｏｇ，

ｉ　ｄｉｄｎ＇ｔ　ｔｙｐｅ　ｉｎ　ｃｈｉｎｅｓｅ．．．

ｗｅｌｌ，

ｊｕｚ　ｕｓｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ，

ｉ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｉ　ａｌｗａｙｓ　ａｎ　ｅｍｏ　ｇｉｒｌ，

ｂｕｔ　ｉ　ｔｒｙ　ｔｏ　ｋｅｅｐ　ｉｎｓｉｄｅ，

ｉ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｔｒｙ　ｈａｒｄｅｒ　ｔｏ　ｓｍｉｌｅ　ｔｏ　ｕ　ａｌｌ，

ａｔ　ｌｅａｓｔ　ｎｏｗａｄａｙｓ　ｉ　ｃａｎ，

ｂｕｔ　ｐｌｅａｓｅ　ｊｕｓｔ　ａｌｌｏｗ　ｍｅ　ｅｍｏ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｍｉｄｎｉｔｅ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉ＇ｍ　ａｌｏｎｅ．．．

ｔｈａｔ　ｅｎｏｕｇｈ～～

sometimes i still the same~~

i love my college life extremely,
experience a lot of 'first time'...
happy or sad,
just a part of life,
try to admit what happen on myself,
try to share my happiness to all of you,
I REALLY HOPE!! 


somehow,
i still the emo girl,
silent till very scary,
i force myself stop thinking about u,
but the truth told me i cant...


everyday, 
press in ur fb profile to get ur update news,
when i on fb,
first thing i do is find ur name see whether u on9 or off9,
NOW,
i hugging the bear u gave as the gift of last year valentine,
guess what,
I PURPOSELY CALL MY DAD POS LAJU FOR ME!!! 
but,
u wont be care what happen with me too, isn't?
only the stupid i am cant forget every things that belongs you...

valentine?? so what?

14 February??
the only i remembered was last year valentine day what he was done for me....
till now i cant forget any second that we had before...
guess what am i doing now?
watching his facebook profile, and the msn list,
asked myself,
what am i waiting for?


i knew that i cant wash aways him from my mind,
even the valentine gift he gave last year,
i told dad to pos laju for me(will receive soon),
my b'day present,
i didn't take away from my hp b4,
even my friend wanna have a look, 
i not allow...
those msg u sent b4,
i didn't delete too,
still inside my hp,
sometimes, when i read,
its still make my tears dropped...


from this,
u can know how i appreciated everything u gave...
my dear friends always told me,
i'm a stupid girl...
well,
i admitted..
but how?
i cant do anything too~~
so juz be like that,
i will wait till the end of my life~~~